Thinking is who I am. Are you?

I wasn’t planning to write about myself. However the need appeared to do so. I have been asked questions about the reason I would pursue the topic I am writing about from all angles imaginable, so I am hoping that you are reading this and you have your questions answered.

I am not formally religious. I am catholic by family tradition, but I am not sitting in a church on every Sunday of my life. My parents didn’t try to instill any kind of formal beliefs into me when I was a kid and I am glad to be able to say that they are just as not formally religious as I am. I suppose they have their own system of beliefs, but we so rarely spoke of those that I can’t truly say much else.

I am not a psychologist by education. I am not obsessed with mystical events, I don’t care about conspiracy theory and I am not a fanatical fan of anything.

I am a person. I have a degree in civil engineering and applied computer sciences. While I thought that civil engineering would be something I would want to do in my life, I was studying me, but then I developed love for computers and virtual and started learning by myself. I graduated from civil engineering but decided to take this other route in my life.

Being one of the very few people who could provide quality knowledge in a specific department of applied computer sciences in the late 90’s, early 2000, in Croatia, I have been offered a position of a lecturer in applied computer sciences at one of the oldest IT institutions in the country. For the sake of being legally allowed to sign people’s diplomas and grade their tests, by Croatian laws of Board of Education I had to, officially have a degree in the matching sciences, so I took all the differentials that I needed and combined them with all the exams from civil engineering to get the matching diploma, so I could do the lecturing properly.

Then in 2003, I decided to move to North America, so I moved to Canada. Nice place to live. I like it. I run a business that deals with IT as I wanted it to, and I do digital design and marketing.

So how did I come about to talk and write about the Laws that govern our lives?

See,,, at this point in my life I have come to understand that my life had so many more events then lives of other people I know. I also begun to remember that for me things have always seemed to happen with far more dynamics and intensity then for other people, even those closest to me. In a way, I begun to actively understand that I have gad a gift that other people didn’t seem to have, and that is to imagine something I wanted, kind of daydream about it and then have it happen soon after I have imagined it.

I was 17 years old when I first, completely consciously noticed this pattern. I would desire something, and being a patient person by nature, when it comes to material goods, I would just have so much fun and enjoyment in thinking about how happy I would be if this thing I am thinking about is already here. So I would lay in bed, literally daydreaming about the thing, and because this daydreaming process would feel so much better if I saw it as something real I would allow myself to become completely absorbed into this feeling. Then the time would come to get out of bed, and I would normally just feel so fantastic about my daydreaming experience, that I would carry that blissful feeling in myself, intentionally not letting go of how good it feels. Inevitably, with mathematical precision, the “daydreamed” about things started appearing in my life. I didn’t pay much attention at first. It felt logical that it happened so. But it were friends around me that started noticing that one day I would talk about something I liked or wanted for a little while and then they would notice I had the thing I talked about only a short while after.

It wasn’t until one of my closest friends in life asked me ‘how do you do it”. I sat there slightly confused for a while, not realizing what exactly she meant. I remember giving her a vague answer, in inability to verbalise what was going on, however, I started an active and fully aware journey into research of what a human mind does and how it does it, only to find a limitless amount of superb viewpoints, proofs, people who think alike, and all sorts of various beauties that make our lives the way they are.

Eleven years later, I am sitting here, writing this blurb about myself, and I am contemplating on everything I have ever read that can be used a reference to manifestation and law of attraction, law of emotion and all the other natural forces governing our lives.

That is why I will write about it in this blog, and I will share what I know to be true for everyone.

I am not someone who will fail to say exactly what I think and that is exactly what always distinguished me from the masses, that being one of essential things that allowed me to accomplish and experience what I have in my life so far.